They RAPED Me Once ~ Over And Over Again
Before I could say or do anything, he eased me back on the bed and slid on top of me, kissing me harder and harder. He held my hands down. The weight of his 140-pound body seemed unbearable. My head moved from side to side as I tried to resist his advances. I tried to keep my lips pressed together to stop his tongue from entering my mouth.
Eventually, I had to open my mouth in order to convey what I was feeling. The first couple of times I opened my mouth, his tongue slid in, forcing its way to the back of my throat. I never knew how difficult it would be for me to speak when someone’s tongue was being forced into my mouth. Finally, the word “No!” came from between my lips—clear from the depths of my soul! At first I thought he did not hear me because he not only continued to kiss me, he then began to place his hand inside my blouse. I said it again. “No!”
I Don't Do "FRIEND" ~ Marry Me Or Be Alone
SIGNS A MAN HAS NO INTENSION ON COMMITTING
#4 - HE DOES NOT PROPERLY INTRODUCE YOU OR YOUR RELATIONSHIP TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS
The only introduction of your relationship to his family and friends is that you are his “friend”. Unfortunately for you, his love life silently and inadvertently exhibits to them your lack of moral standards whether it is an accurate portrayal of you or not. Regardless if they were already acquainted with you, after you became his “friend”, it placed you in a category best described by adjectives of his many indiscretions. I dare not list those scandalous possibilities because of the ratings I care to create and maintain for this book. The gullible “friend” title he has given you is so played out, especially with mothers who expect more from their sons, that they feel you should be ashamed to call yourself “friend” not to mention allowing him to label you as one.
Those who want the best for him really despise you being his "friend". How long has it been --2, 3, 5, or 10 years? They blame you and your relationship with him for him not settling down when all along it is him secretly not wanting to because he has the access he wants to the milk. They believe he deserves better when in fact it is you that has allowed yourself to be deprived of the opportunity to be found by true love. Within the time that you have been his "friend", they have attempted on more than one occasion to introduce him to someone they believe to be more suited for his life. Because of his lack of proper introduction of you and your relationship, you can be easily disposed of in their eyes.
Reading by: Richard Blackwell
A Journal Of 52 Days To Your Prosperity
Whether you ask for he opinions of people or not, many opinions have been formed about you. People have identified you through how you act, communcate and from your integrity or lack of. If any of these three categories are negative you have been branded by negativity that you may have untentionally caused. Do not be dismayed. You can rebrand yourself..
Rebranding yourself is the creation of a new name, term, symbol, design or a combination of them in exchange for your current brand. The intent is to develop a new position in the mind of people and most importantly God. Jeremiah 18:3-4 states:
Then I went down to the potter's house, and, behold, he wrought a work on the wheels. 4 And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter: so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it.
Don’t try to create yourself a better life without Christ. God desires to remold you and reshape you as He sees fit. It is to create a new message about your identity. However, it is far from what is seen on the outside. Rebranding should be part of an overall makeover for you, internally and externally.
Satan's Dirty Little Secret Is Out!
Satan waits to catch what comes out of our mouth. He is like a baseball player with a glove in the outfields of life waiting to grab a word so that he can ensnare us and take us OUT!
Once satan takes hold, seizes and captures our words, he not only has full right to use our words, he has the authority to use those that are contrary to God’s Word against us. Thus the trap begins. Our own words then strengthen his plans to steal, kill and destroy us. Unintentionally as it may be, we provide satan with the ammunition he needs to form weapons against us. The more deadly words we speak the stronger the weapons he forms.
Satan obviously does not set his eye on catching a word full of life. Words of life weaken his position especially if the life we speak is opposite to what we're going through. Words of life impair satan’s ability to see his target. Therefore, his attack is off course. Words of life give us the power to overcome the wiles of satan.
Reading by: Richard Blackwell